Just move on

 Mean
By: Pink

You used to hold the door for me, now you can't wait to leave
You used to send flowers if you fucked up in my dreams
I used to make you laugh with all the silly shit I did
But now you roll your eyes and walk away and shake your head

When the spark has gone, and the candles are out
When the song is done and there's no more sound
Whispers turn to yellin and I'm thinkin

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

Always sentimental when I think of how it was
When love was sweet and new and we just couldn't get enough
The shower, it reminds me you'd undress me with your eyes
And now you never touch me and you tell me that you're tired

You know, I get so sad when it all goes bad
And all you think about is all the fun you had
And all those sorrys ain't never gonna mean a thing, oh

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

Oh, we said some things that we can never take back
It's like a train wreck tryna hit the right track
We opened up the wine and we just let it breathe,
But we shoulda drank it down while it was still sweet
It all goes bad eventually

Now do we stay together cause we're scared to be alone?
We got so used to this abuse, it kind of feels like home
But, my baby, I just really wanna know, oh

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

A year later...

"Edge Of Desire"
By: John Mayer

Young and full of running
tell me where is that taking me
just a great figure eight
or a tiny infinite

love is really nothing
but a dream that keeps waking me
for all of my trying
we still end up dying
how can it be?

don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me

so young and full of running
all the way to the edge of desire
steady my breathing
silently screaming
I have to have you now

wired and I'm tired
think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor
baby this mattress will spin on its axis
and find me on yours

don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me

don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me

 Can we just come back to this day for one night? Please?

10 things I hate about you...

Life is like a movie, without the happpy endings.
Love this movie anyways.

and the poem:

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you’re always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you’re not around,

and the fact that you didn’t call.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,

not even close…

not even a little bit…

not even at all.

Just Remember...

You are the only one that can keep you from success.
You are the only one that can make you fail.
You are the only one that can tell you, you can't do something.

If failure is never an option, success is the only outcome.

You can succeed.
You can achieve.
You can never fail.



Always choose success.

Is love a many splendor thing?

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kærlighed
liefde
armastus
rakkaus
amour
die Liebe
αγάπη
szeretet
ást
sayang
amore
愛
애정
mīlestība
meilė
kjærlighet
zamiłowanie
amor
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любовь
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LOVE

One word. One simple 4 letter word. Can hold a lifetime of meaning.

Whenever we talk about love, it is always of the happiness, the life, the "warm feeling", the butterflies it brings to us.

But never of the pain, one simple 4 letter word can bring.

Giving away your heart to the person you love is the easy part.

But no one ever speaks of the unspeakable.

The never getting every piece back in the end.

It takes courage, and strength to pick yourself up after the unspeakable and love again.

After all, love IS happiness right?

"Love is a many splendor thing." right?

The Social Networks

It's amazing how people can claim to  have "relationships" without ever talking to another in person. I love social networks, don't get me wrong. They are a great way to keep in contact with family and friends you aren't able to see that often. But to think of the 100, 200, 300+ "friends" a person can have on a social network, and live in the SAME city, or county for that matter, and never take the 5, 10, 20 minute drive to see them IN PERSON is just unthinkable.

I guess I shouldn't act like my shit don't stink, but I know my shit DOES stink. I know i'm very much as guilty as anyone else of not taking the 5 minute drive to see a friend. Instead I, facebook message them, or text them, or email them. And can claim to be best of friends with someone. Wrong.

How different it must have been before telephones, cellphones, laptops, pagers. How different it must have been to walk next door to play a board game with your neighbor, instead of getting on your video game console to play "live" with your next door neighbor. How different it must have been for family's to sit together to listen to the radio instead of sit together to be on their cellphones and not say one word to each other.

How different...

Then....

And Now...

And parents wonder why they didnt see the signs that their son/daughter was deppressed? Lonely? Isolated?

WAKE UP WORLD

We don't spend half the time that we spend on the internet, that we do actually intereacting with our family or friends in person.

Ironic isn't it? Me... pointing out the fact that we need to spend less time on the internet and more time with our family and friends?

Like I said, I know my shit stinks. This is my problem too. Maybe it's just something we all have to get used to.

"Times are a changin'..."